You still worry that I make comparisons. I don’t. What comparison is there to make? It doesn’t matter what happened before, who you were before, who I was before. All that matters is us and now. And right now, the most important thing to me is us, is you.
I worry that I don’t know how to show you that, even after all this time. But I’ll figure it out. I’m determined. You deserve nothing less than knowing exactly how much you are loved, how much you are cherished.
I do want to contradict myself a little though, I said all that matters is now. That’s not true. The future matters too. Our future. We are building something together that has no comparison, not for me. I only want to do this once, I only want to do this with you.